A night light only does so much.

Growing up I was always afraid of the dark.

I still am...But not for the same reasons, not because of the the monsters under my bed or in the closet not because of the creeks and drips I heard late at night. Because I was always told that monsters weren't real. 

Now I know that monsters are everywhere hiding in the things that appeal to us, picking on my skin deep desires, distracting me. 

I am not afraid of the dark, but the darkness that my monsters surround me with, a darkness I may never escape, because it doesn't matter how far I get from it, it always finds me.

I don't think a night light can fix this.

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This Halloween beware of cancer

This month always takes me back.

Some of the most unforgettable memories.

The experiences I watched my mother go through.

But what I learned from her strength

Are things that I can never forget.

A women so sick slowly clinging to the

Very fragile thing called life.

Still caring for her family before herself.

Still worrying about little things like,

Making sure her little boy made it to third grade on time.

The selfless love she had and still does.

The long nights she was awake in pain. 

I was asleep.

The nights I was awake

I was hoping she would wake up.

She always did. 

She always came through for me.

She gave me everything.

Yet all I can do is wear a little pink when I'm out on the field. 

Love you mom.

Lyric of the week

"The greatest trick that the devil ever pulled was telling girls that they look better with their make up" -Macklemore

Life is good

            Without bad smells, there

              Could never be good

                           Ones

              Without term oil, there

                   Could never be

                          Peace

              And without hard times,

       You could never feel happiness