It's odd that I love something that brings sadness to my thoughts.
Shit, maybe I like being sad, because for some reason...
When I'm sad, I'm free.
My mind opens up and I can finally think.
I find peace in sadness.
I find myself in peace.
What does that cloud look like?
Who the hell cares because it's not dark.
All I care about is that rain cloud that has such a powerful grasp on me.
That allows me to loosen my grasp on reality. Finally, finally.
Why is 90% of my iPod break up songs? Why would I want to be reminded?
Reminded what heart break feels like, who would want to feel that more than they have to? Yet our song is on replay.
Because I can't forget, I don't want to forget.
Because those songs ignite something in my heart.
Your memory is a flame, and it keeps me warm.
Until I get to close and burn myself.
Again...
And again... And again.
And not even the hardest rain could extinguish your memory.
"Your memory is a flame, and it keeps me warm." So good
ReplyDeleteHoly cow. I have like 23 lines of this that I wanna put #stolen too. Which is almost or pretty close to this entire post. No joke I loved every line of this. Made me laugh and it's so relatable. Dang please keep writing.
ReplyDeleteWe have the same iPod.
ReplyDeleteI've been thinking about this for five years.